I just got a Japanese Rope Bondage book today and saw a lovely picture of a girl bound to a bamboo pole. In the illustration, she is on her knees with her head down and her wrists and ankles were bound to the pole, her knees spread wide apart, her ass in the air.

I immediately conjured up a fantasy of two boys bound this way, to the same pole, side by side with fingertips touching as I played with each of them... Each could turn his head and watch the face of the other as he got fucked with by me. Of course I would stop and switch before either of them got any satisfaction... Over and over again.

Next a little contest would ensue to determine which boy gets untied. The one untied gets to fuck the other one, still tied, while I fuck him with my lovely and talented strap-on. The one tied gets fucked, and may cum, if he can, through anal stimulation alone, but will be allowed no other form of sexual release.

To win the prize of all prizes, the contestant must prove not only to be able to take the greatest number of spanks, but also beg for my cock with the most moving sincerity at the same time. I would begin with 10 firm spanks to start things off. Then, alternating between the two I would add five more spanks each time I went back and forth: each would have to take 15, then 20, then 25, then 30. They would not be terribly hard, but there would be many of them! The whole time the spankee would have the opportunity to grovel and beg to be my bitch. At any point one or the other could back out of the contest by saying "Mercy!" at which point he looses the contest and the other one gets untied. Which one will say mercy first and admit his defeat to the other man?

Yes that's right. First he looses the game, then he gets fucked in the ass, if he cums its because he's such a pathetically eager-for-cock little faggot, if he doesn't he's just sexually frustrated all night.

The stakes are high! The game is on! Whose masculinity shall I degrade next?

- posted by Zoe @ 9:48 PM

 
Erotic Circus

I attended Sugar Shakers Church Of Sin erotic circus this weekend. The local circus club at our little state college proved to be not only skilled comedians, acrobats, and jugglers, but to have remarkably cute bodies, especially when clad in hot pants, corsets, and catholic school girl uniforms. Let me tell you, it was a breath of fresh air in our small isolated town to have such a sexy and sophisticated show. There was lots of homo-eroticism (male and female!) and even a little spanking! I do belive my favorite was the catholic school girl acts. Nothing quite like looking up young women's skirts at tight panties pulled smoothly over dainty little pussies. The audience went quite wild, needless to say.

I have two lovers currently- my partner D. and a submissive bi boy I'll call M. M. has been very exciting for me- finally being able to have an outlet for my Domme side with someone local. We have only just started seeing eachother, so a lot remains to be seen in terms of how we will get along once we know eachother better, how the polyamorous aspects will work out, how far we will go into D/s. Etc. From my experience with gayboy I was reminded how it is important to get to know people slowly and not build expectations that a new relationship will become anything in particular in the future. That was the main thing that was hard for me there. I need a lot of time for things to just be new and unfolding with no attachment or expectations, even my own.


- posted by Zoe @ 11:55 AM

 
I guess gayboy and I are calling it quits. I have mixed feelings about this. There is so much I like about him, but it started feeling too intense for me and I couldn't quite bounce back from that feeling. I feel akward about it right now, however, it seems to be wrapping itself up in a simple, civil way. We both have full lives and a great primary partner, so maybe that's helping keep it low drama.

My own relationship w/ my primary, D. is going strong and grows more beautiful by the day. I am constantly impressed by and greatful to him. We have been together for 4 years now, and polyamory is much easier for us at this point that keeping a clean house together. Perhaps that is cause our house is too small for us, where as in polyamory there is such expansive space.
- posted by Zoe @ 10:56 AM